__Audition selves charmed by his Master's Voice. Metaphor becomes Reality. Ways of Escape____
10.12.05
doctor guattari
Doctor Guattari where are you? I need to see you
quick I am sick. I need a radio . can listen to
one . I need a doctor. I am a radio . with o
no wave-length the transformer's gone blip.
Doctor Felix, I need a clinic where I can drop
the hip, and be . dead. alive. dead. dead.
doctor Guattari where is your clinic,
where is the asylum asylum assyslum
a slum where I can drop the task
the talk and walk sober a s
a non-judge to end.
becomings death. trouvez mes points schizz-
flows . le flow leflux where my bodies . find.
I am inside a jar Felix Doctor, Doctor Felix
what ecosophy can fix my singular nomad
comings to commingle with the collective
sigh of our singular future comings
collective as the sigh which wafted
over the wold when 1 billion Chinese
orgasmed in the same instant
what happened to my wrists?
Doctor, doctor, are you there?
Can you hear me ghost of Guattari?
or am I in the wrong home
where the coyote and the bison roam
some plain Jane to pell my stakes
is that it? is that it a broken heart
Doc? Doc? Doctor?
what physic for this folly Pierre-Felix?
Schizoanalyst Doctor I m a deep sea diver
and I m drowning in a folly mitten rift
Doctor? my kid is in a fit
my kid is drowning before me eyes
n' ears,
I m not a fit mother
I got drowings every night
along the eeryrie path
and I m scared as a bum on the dole
a cop out of control
a paratrooper in enemy land
Guattari? are you there? You hear me?
Radio come in please not some audition
of adumbration or crowning
You cant finish quit now
yer legs falling yer hearts tattered to torn
rag
I know it's a conspiracy
and piracy's the word
piracy's the word the world
conspires against love
'gainst love the world
's nasty nasty nasty
when coming to and my body's heavy
death weighs out its grams
Doc, do you really expect me to read this?
I cant read this, it's not a prescription
I cant write prescriptions I m not a doctor
though my penmanship's telling
scrawled maimed hand
Doctor I cant read this
Im sending it
Im sending it
Im sending
its a telegram
its a telegram
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